Mixed signs.

My mind sees what it wants to see. 

But if I were not me, what would I see? What would I feel about these 'Signs' that the universe is giving to me. Is the universe also giving me signs I wouldn't like but turn a blind eye to because I do not want to see them? 

But who would tell me that? 

Should anyone tell me that?

I am tired of signs. I don't want to believe in them anymore.