A lone february STAR

I was playing the guitar you gave me. A particular song... my body bearing the resonance of the strings heavily laden with memories of you. It was a little too much for me to take, but something made me go on. A silent little encouragement from you...
I had to go through it. And after I did, the silence was calming, a permanent sedative for the pain and hysteria from my loss. I was still shaking from the vibrations. And I know you were there...
Never has a song brought back so much of what you gave me before. Never have I missed you more. Never had I realised you made me into what I am today. You live through me. You are my hero, today and forever.

And I play for you this song from my heart:

hanging on
here until I'm gone
right where I belong

just hanging on
even though I watched you come and go
how was i to know you'd steal the show

one day I'll have enough to gamble
I'll wait to hear your final call
Bet it all
hanging on

hanging on here until I'm gone
right where I belong
just hanging on

even though, passed this time alone
somewhere so unknown
it heals the soul

you ask for walls, I'll build them higher
we'll lie in shadows of them all
I'd stand but they're much too tall
and I fall

February stars
floating in the dark
temporary scars
February stars

---------------February Stars (The colour and the shape) Foo Fighters.